I hope I haven't made it yet.

There are many difficult decisions in life, well, there have been in my life...
to continue with a relationship I was stuck in, to sign DNRs for myself, to move and not to move, to let go (read put down) animals I dearly loved, to be engaged in the last days of my dad and then to be actively making end of life decisions for my mom, to decide against surgery for myself, to allow my sons their own lives without me, to not file against ex for eons of alimony unpaid, .... 20-20 hindsight just says I made difficult decisions and many more were "just the right thing to do" that often put my own life at risk....
but as hard as life has been, I really don't think I've made the most difficult decision yet.