I don't think that's too unusual. When my mom was sick and right after she passed I wanted to be alone. But I also wanted people to reach out to me. I just didn't have the energy to explain the circumstances to many. I was also seeing my T and didn't feel much emotion in my sessions. Maybe it's a way for your mind to protect yourself.

Just keep trying to talk to her and explain that you feel this way.

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