(((MOONKIN))). I am very sorry for the struggls that you are having at this time. It seems that your experiences in life have not been to your desire and have continued to anger and disrupt your life as you have gotten older and WISER. I hope sinceyou are becoming wiser that you will let go of some of the confusion and the anger and insecurities that you feel about life at this time due to the experiences that you have had in your life in the past. The future can be better for you if you just realize there is help and that you deserve the help you need in order to move forward with your life. I sincerely feel that everyone has experienced trauma in life at some point but it is how you choose to deal with the past that maters toyour future. Your future can be much happier if you just take things ond day at a time and try just to control your own destiny instead of trying to take on the WORLD. I know at 17 everything must seem so overwhelming to you the way in which the world is at this time, but that does not mean that you are in the same classification as the people that you see as dangerous or that you feel anger towards at this time. I hope n time you feel better and can see more clearly that as a person you can make a differnce by being the person you need to be to be happy with yourself, so you can see others in a different light as well. Peace be with you in your future endeavours. I hope the best for you (((MOONKIN))). Soidhonia