My sister comes into town on Friday, and I had planned on discussing and preparing for the visit with T during my session today. But, since she cancelled our session, I have no one to talk to about it (I also have no idea when I will see T again). I'm not looking forward to seeing my sister after all that has happened and I am not in a state of mind to hear more stories about how in love she is with her boyfriend (they went on another vacation this past weekend). Talking it out with my T could have helped make me stronger for the visit, but now I just feel even more closed off and shut down. I'm having a REALLY hard time right now and it's hard not to have anyone to talk to. My sister and I are going to be running a race and even though I'm a runner, I can't imagine having the energy to do this right now. My dad paid for my sister's plane ticket to come and see me, and if I told her not to come I would be starting a war with both her and my father and I just can't do that right now. So I'm having the visit-- I just need some support to get through it-- but I really don't have any. T is not available via text or email at all, so I can't even reach out that way in lieu of our appointment. I actually wish she had a substitute or someone I could make an appointment with, but she doesn't. She has never told me anything about other resources to use when she isn't available.