Hello (((DAMAJDANCER))). I am very sorry to hear that you are struggling at this time. PLEASE try to take things one day at a time so you can get through things alittle easier. It is good that you are going to see your therapist once per week at this point. I tfeel that this is a very good idea since you are overwhelmed at this time and need the extra support of your therapist at this time. I hope you feel better soon. Please try to calm down and let your therapist help you during your time of need. PM anytime (((DAMAJDANCER))). Soidhonia