Thank you both for the replies. I KNOW that she cares for me. I was feeling really down on Sunday and pinned a bunch of depression stuff on Pinterest. About 2:00 in the morning I got a text from her asking if I had been having a rough day. We texted for a while and this morning I thanked her for sending me the text to see if I was doing alright. She said that she saw all my pins and was worried. I told her that she doesn't need to worry about me but that I appreciate that she does, and she told me that of course she cares enough to worry.

Still, after all this, I feel like I'm bothering her. I know that it's not something that I'm going to get over right away but I need to start working on it. I've even come to the point of putting ads up on Craigslist looking for someone that chat with. That just seems pathetic to me but recently I've been craving interaction from another person. I think it's to make up for her not being here.