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Originally Posted by Kiya
I do get the derealization/ depersonalization... that stuff bites. I think maybe you are referring to that more than "delusions"? When you can see and feel things that are not really happening... delusional is where you really believe your different reality. (??)
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no. i have also had depersonalization/derealization a lot in my lifetime and know how that feels. while i was dissociated for that event yesterday, what happened while dissociated was more of a delusion because it felt real that the crows were following me (they kind of actually were). also because i could SEE them, it made it more real and the feelings more real. a small part of me was saying that it was not real, they weren't 'really' following me, they would not hurt me, etc., but because they followed me two times (flying over my head multiple times as i was walking), it was a lot more real than unreal. so, it was a mix, i guess.
it just was very terrifying and am still confused about it...