Well for one, the fact that you have a college degree to me doesn't sound like self sabotage. You realize not everyone has a degree, right? That's a great thing to have and something to be extremely proud of yourself for. So with said degree, I'm not sure why you would assume you'll be working a cash register at CVS? Is that something you actually want to do? No? Then do something you actually want to do. We only get one life, and there isn't a second chance when the goose is cooked. Pretend each day is your last - no really - imagine each day is your last. Really live from that sense of wonder and appreciation. When you're doing that, you won't even have time to think about self sabotage because it won't make sense to you.