Thankyou so much for sharing everyone. And for your family background ktp. It is just dawning on me how these brain disorders run in families. For my siblings and me, it didn't hit full force until our late 20's and now early thirties. I am considered the 'normal' one, as well as the 'good' one growing up. With what my siblings have to endure, I carry guilt for not having to deal with what they do. Then I get a bit envious that while I am more of a recluse, they get out and do things. They at times can be so charming and draw people to them, but have difficulty retaining the deeper relationships.
Thanks again everyone. These posts have me thinking a lot. More than I am writing down, as it is helpful to understand all of this.