Have you thought about group therapy at all? That's much less expensive and you do the once a week and it's a bit like coming here but in person. You could talk when you need to and help others at the same time. If you have tried group "therapy" and it's not your thing, I would look at other groups or maybe college courses or other informal ways that you could get help and support, interact with other people in a less hierarchical situation than work, etc.