Another banner day, folks. Already almost noon and I'm still in my pajamas. I woke up at 3am with paralyzing anxiety, and again at 5 and and then again on and off until about 10. Can't rally and have SO much to do today. Have a job interview for a gig I don't even want but need a job and some s structure desperately.

Just wondering, how do you guys pull yourselves together and get through? I feel like a zombie today. I have no energy. I have no drive. I can't return calls because I don't even have the energy to fake happiness on the phone. I'm crawling in my own skin.

I started 10mg citalopram about a week ago, so far it's just kind of making me spacey and headachey and giving me insomnia, but I am hoping it kicks in soon. Took 30 mg before for a couple of years and I imagine I will increase my dosage eventually.

But right now. . . .man. To quote my own user name - oy veh - this sucks!

Thanks for letting me get that off my chest!! I hope you are all getting off to a better start than I am!