About how the brain affects speech, yea I have ptsd and the way I speak sounds like I am a foreigner with bad English which is not true yet that's how people treat me.

Yea I still have those negative thoughts I do use an affirmation it's used for my goals I need some new ones. I finished reading a book on the energy cure the author does mentioned about negative thoughts and releasing them. Needing to feel safe within myself? Interesting basically being at peace with myself. It's sad and embarrassing that I gotta rebuild myself as an adult