candles burn
music plays
flirting with pleasure
finding pain
cold steel
bare flesh
increasing heat
burning desire
heart pounding
deep breathing
seering flesh
climaxing agony
quiet
watchful
blissfully birthing
bashful blisters
pain

with all that you'd think i'd feel something....still nothing...was nice for a moment....fleeting....guess maybe that's what sex is like?

no laughing. no crying. how can i burn my arm and be completely unaffected???? what kind of freak am i????

((((hugs bipolar bear)))) thanks for checking in with me!