Hi Gracey. I've been thinking about it. I hope everything's okay for you. Can I help in any way?

It was scary on the couch, but it was so very safe at the same time. Knowing that T was behind me; that he wasn't going anywhere. His demeanor had changed a bit; his voice a little different... I liked that. I realize that it was a different dynamic, and I entered a whole different state... but he was there with me in the here-and-now the whole time. I did feel much more vulnerable when I was on the couch... but when I look back, I realize how beautiful it was that I trusted him so much that I was able to go through all that.