so...

i used to self harm...
and (as i said) i like to pull band aids off slowly (kinda like epilation) rather than quickly (kinda like waxing).
so... epilation is perfect for me.
when i'm in one of those foul moods and have this urge to hurt myself...
i can epilate my legs.
and when that isn't painful anymore (after repeated epilations) i can epilate my pits and / or bikini!
after you do it for a while...
your body starts to release wonderful chemicals like endorphins that help kill the pain and produce this wonderful calming sense of well being.
helps to counter intense distress...

:-)