Moonkin, you shouldn't feel you have to say your age anymore... those who have greeted you know, and you also have it listed nicely in your profile in case someone wishes to figure out where you're coming from
You've only been working on this 2 years

that's not very long considering mankind has wondered much of that for thousands of years.
I sense a lot of anxiety coming from you, and hope that the medicine your doctor recently gave you will help that settle all those questions down in the near future.
(((hugs)))