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Originally Posted by Wonderfulness
But sometimes it feel like I'm exaggerating and acting. Like, I'm sad about stuff, but not as sad as I claim. Sometimes my actions is so people might take notice and ask what's wrong. I don't exactly want pity, but sometimes I just want to know people care, because it feels like people hate me sometimes. I talk to people a lot about me too, and what I'm feeling. I've been to counselors and at some point, I wonder just how bad I'm trying to make it sound, because sometimes, I take a step back, and it doesn't even feel THAT bad, why am I even going to see someone about it? Lots of people have been through worst, and not a lot are very keen to talk about it. How do I know what I feel is real?
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Iīve felt this too. I still donīt know what is real. Just wanted you to know you arenīt alone in that feeling,. I was first diagnosed with depression at 16 but stopped receiving treatment a few years later and twenty odd years after that Iīm realising it never went away, I just ignored it. Iīve spent years wondering if what I have felt has been real and I still have no clue. The only conclusion I have reached is if I felt it, it was real for me and I have to accept that the feeling was real and try and deal with it. Does that even make sense?