For you that dont know me...I have panic disorder...And need klonoppin and prozac for it...but I have a med phobia...

Well , I went to the doctor...And it wasnt good...
He said he doesnt want to see me anymore...cause I'm not taking the meds...( I saw him plenty of times before )

I asked him if I could get admitted so I would feel safer taking them ( with nurses and stuff around me all day) and he said " do you have $30,000? no insurance company will pay for that, and I wont admit you, and I cant cause They wont take you in for that..."

Then he said " this is the last time Were gonna meet...we have 5 more min" Then I just walked out ...

So, now I dont know what to do...I'm helpless...