Why is this stupid bear still here
Why am I so stupid I can't think of a way "out"
(actually I can think of one method but doubtless I'd screw it up )
So I just cut and hope my neglect of self will end it sooner
I suck
And I don't deserve hugs . I'm only useful to give hugs (and even that is debatable, many IRL would have said I'm useless, hell they said it when I was young and pretty so doubtless they would be even more abusive now and their abusive words SCREAM AT ME EVERY DAY
Cut you stupid bear, I guess its true I'm abusing myself but I don't care right now I wish I could freakin disappear