((((gostryter)))) hang on hon. I know how it feels when things seem to be falling in. Try, if you can, to breath and know this will pass. You have a job at the moment so try to not worry about what hasn't happened yet and focus on you.

Don't feel you have to SI to "show" your pain, we know you hurt but tell your T about it. Don't rely on SI to speak for you. I can tell you want help, so ask for it. You will find your strength.

Hugs,

Loth