I'm new here even though I joined in June, and I have been considering to talk about my problems but I was hesitating until now. I'm porn addicted and I still am and will probably be like that for a long time. Never even had sex before. Self pleasure seemed much more enjoyable to me, and I have refused sex solely for that purpose, and relationships actually used to make my head hurt. However, I think this is wrong and I should be with someone I love who I'll be willing to share pleasure with. Porn made me actually really want to know how sex feels like, which is by far the second positive I gained from it, the first being self pleasure, the second is that I actually finally decided to be in love with someone. I actually have good self esteem and I have confidence, but afraid of this step so much. So, how do I proceed?

Thank you all for reading.