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dalila · Jul 10, 2007, 04:19 AM

<font color="green"> I did a dumb thing, a really, really dumb thing. I looked up my therapist’s address and then printed a map showing how to find it. For lack of a better place to keep it, I folded it up and put it in with my palm pilot. I did one quick drive by and was so embarrassed with myself; I swore to never do that again. Nevertheless, I put the paper back in the pack with my palm.

Why is this such a big deal? I lost the palm pilot! And the only thing with a local address is the paper with my therapist’s address! I just keep imaging that someone finds it and in trying to return it, sends it to her home. I have had a ton of nightmares about her handing it to me in her office along with my walking papers.

I am so scared to see her tomorrow. What if she does have it and she finally does reject me. If she doesn’t have it should I tell her about it? Or pretend it never happened? Isn’t she going to feel violated that I did this? I feel like a sicko stalking her. Even if she doesn’t have the palm, I will probably blab to her about it. If she does reject me –fire me or whatever it is called, I don’t know how I will get through.
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