Thank you both for your replies. I am supposed to take one Ambien CR, two 150mg trazodone and 2mg Risperdal at bedtime to make me sleep, but I cannot bring myself to take them, because I am afraid that something bad will happen and I won't wake up because of the sleeping meds. Ughhhh!! I really am tortured right now.

My hubby and I are going to pick out another lock for the bedroom door in the hopes of making me feel more secure, but I don't know how well it will work. I so need help.