dont feel guilty cause you got a break from the judge this time round, what you got done for was old potatoes anyway,

just remember this, it was not a bad thing with the judge, this has, or could have, stopped or hindered you in your pursuit of getting your children back, it could have been hell of a lot worse, it wasnt, it isnt, so stop piling these bags of guilt on yourself and get your head back to where it needs to be, fighting for your kids, cause right now? this aint helping noone.