I sometimes think I have some form of poly fragmented DID. Not because I have 100's of alters, but I'm not a complete whole person when I'm in a dissociative state. I don't quite fit the criteria of DID since my altered states are all myself. But it feels like another me and I have a black out whenever I'm this other me. No one can really tell when I'm dissociating because my name and age doesn't change. I think I might have a unique kind of poly fragmented DDNOS along with my C~PTSD. I checked out the PTSD forum, but I feel like I relate more to this one. My biggest issue isn't the anxiety and nightmares, but the fact I turn into another version of myself that I have no control over. Sorry I don't have any new info on poly fragmented DID, but I think I have a variation of that condition.
p.s. How is everyone doing?? :-)
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