Anxiety really peaked during the staff meeting at 2pm. I really felt they were being gentle as can be, and not coming out right accusing me of missing too much work. But, we all know the discussion of work schedule requirements and leave requirements referred to that.
Too bad someone has sooo much time on their hands, they have to point fingers and micro manage. I think they need more work.

I was totally holding my breath and had the very tight face during the meeting.
When it was finally time to go home, I lost it and began to cry.

I quickly walked out and drove home.

Anxiety is gone- partly due to taking my lorazepam. Partly due to anger taking the place of the anxiety.