@copperstar i relate with a few symptoms of SPD, yes. not all of them though. i do have this need for close relationships but that just doesn't happen with anyone. i wasn't familiarized with SPD before, i'll look up for more information about it.

@tiger8 i'm 21. i don't know what may have triggered this, i mean i've always been a reserved kind of person with only few friends, but looks like it's getting worse with age.

@mk10022 wow, i can relate to everything you said. i noticed there must be something wrong with me when i started going on dates and while the other person seemed interested, i felt nothing at all. it's like you said, it's like we've built a fortress around us and can't let anyone in, and that kills me because on the inside i don't wanna be alone. hope things get better for you!