I look back on my life and have many regrets too. If you are not happy with life it is definitely time to make a change. Of course you can't go back and change things. All you can do is work with the present. You don't need a roommate who is an over-controlling bully. You don't deserve to be bullied. I don't know what your major was in college. Did you go into a major that your parents wanted or that you wanted? You can't live life for your parents as an adult. That does not work for you. Being we all have to work for a living, you have to find something that makes you content and works for you. I suppose the first step is to find what it is that interests you and then pursue that goal or dream. Is there a vocational school or community college near you? You can perhaps apply for financial aid for an education.

I also understand it can be hard navigating thru the social service system. They are there to serve themselves not others, or it seems that way sometimes. I am dealing with that myself right now. Ultimately, you have to be your own best advocate and seek out solutions that are good for you.

You are still young. You have time to turn your life around and find a way that works for you. Love and best of wishes.