I guess the bif dilemma I am facing is I feel that if I am not physically attractive myself, then I have no right to seek sexual attention and companionship from gorgeous women. But at the same time, I can't stop myself from wanting it no matter how unworthy of it I am. There is this girl at the gym that I like and I absolutely refuse to give up hope on her even though she hasn't shown any clear sign of interest and might even have a boyfriend. No I prefer to delude myself into thinking she secretly finds me attractive and one of these days something is going to happen. And why shouldn't I? I am 27 and never got a chance to date anyone it is my turn now to enjoy the experiences guys have enjoying since high school and yes gorgeous girls who are 5 years younger than me. And now I am going to be rejected because of a mole? That is ******** and it's not fair and I refuse to accept it.