Hey everyone,

Well, after a few years of being diagnosed as bipolar, I finally decided I should join some sort of support system online, as none of my friends can relate to what I go through! I was first diagnosed at the age of 19, and put on lithium for a while. It really knocked me out, so I opted out. Two years later things went downhill again, and I got the same diagnosis from another doctor. After trial and error, I'm now on Seroxat 20 mg, Abilify 15 mg, and Remeron 30 mg... Seroxat worked wonders in calming down my panic attacks. That being said, my symptoms aren't completely gone. I still go through cycles, and honestly it is getting very tiring. I currently met a guy and we've been seeing each other for around a month, and just when things start working out, I start getting jealous and paranoid. That is what drags me down the most. Also, I can be very happy with work one day, and then, super depressed for the next few weeks which of course affects my performance! Anyways, I don't mean to ramble... Looking forward to interacting with you guys more often!