Delusion

I have been manic recently, as my posts attest to.

3 Days ago while on psychcentral, saw the computer distort, and someone sent a thought to me using the computer connection, and I have been hearing their thoughts, conversations - partial sentences ever since. My own person is sharing my head with another, so the me part feels groggy, and under. the they part seems to have a gender and living situation, and approx. age I won't type here, but can identify.

This is what the shrinks call delusion. This is what I thought was real all those decades of not being treated.

I don't know what is real. I did take a prn, although it feels like my medication isn't from the same place in my head. The thoughts from the other are under the med place. And the med place is kind of like a cork over it.

Anyway, posted this for anyone doesn't understand, or wants to know they are not alone. the me part is still here, but the delusion of this happening part is about 70% around me. My memory is terribly effected. Short term. I keep forgetting stuff within a 5 second gap. I feel really foggy, groggy, buzzed.

I will be safe. Husband is here, and I don't have to go anywhere or do anything.

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Best of luck to us all.