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You said what I'm dealing with, you got it. I feel like such a terrible person about this all the time. You and Direction
talk about boundaries, at this point I don't know how to set them.
I came from a very Christian up bringing, the kind where there's no gray areas. It's black or white, right or wrong. So to this day I'm on that razor blade. Not knowning when to stop pleasing them/myself, I just don't know.
Your post was so profound, it touch me to the core.. Once again, thought I was the only one............