What was your most favourite thing to do in NY? Can you recreate it where you are or find people interested in the same thing? Maybe you could find an online forum for stuff locally so you wouldnŽt have to leave the house you could just observe what others are doing and when you are having a good day youŽll be able to take the plunge and maybe make some new friends on your wavelength? Hope you are feeling better soon. I have to force myself to look after myself constantly so I know how hard it can be. I really hope your situation improves.