So yeah... It went better than expected, of course. She was understanding and ironically she just dropped her sponsor that she'd had for several years. I decided not to go into the hugs, kisses, and religion because it's not like I haven't told her my issues with these things before. I just thanked her for her kindness and willingness to help me and told her that I am just not ready to commit to a sponsor/sponsee relationship.

I appreciate the things you said. I do have a few numbers of people in the program who I can call if necessary. I'm just over 100 days clean and I plan to continue to go to at least 2 meetings a week. I was doing 5 but I started a meditation class and I am going to start yoga again beginning tomorrow. I think the key for me at the moment is to keep busy.