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Oh yes indeedy, in that moment I was just thinking "I wish he would just shut up" and it really was like blah blah blah constancy blah blah blah important to allow yourself to feel yada yada yada and I couldn't help myself, the words just came out!!!

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Because you are brave, intelligent, able to handle taking risks, and want to gain self-awareness. You realize that even though the work is hard, it is worth it.

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Wow!! Thanks, I don't feel that really but I'll try it on for size.

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Keep going, you are doing amazing.

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This is the hard part. Right now I am pushing him away in my mind. The work is getting harder and harder and it scares the %#@&#! out of me. I might ask for an extra appt. this weekend to sort of face these fears of pushing him away.