I wonder if you can be eligible for disability based on depression and anxiety. I think you definitely would have a well documented case of your illness. I am wondering about this myself as I think depression, anxiety, and inability to focus and concentrate may have contributed to me failing at and losing my last job.

Someone told me long ago that the first time you apply for disability you are automatically denied. You may need help from your pdoc and an attorney. By the way, you are not an undisciplined baby. You are a decent person suffering from an illness called depression. Lots of love and best wishes.