thank you so much!!!

((((pegasus))) I like the idea of someone else in car with me, they just cant leave ...lol ever....i do like the idea of a marble ...i cant use music though cuz that makes my dissociation worse...so perhaps i will use the marble and see what happens...

((((Kimmydawn)))) your right....i havent told anyone actually....i tried to talk to my boyfriend....but i dont think he...actually understands...grasps the whole concept....to him, your "there" ..there is no concept of being nowhere....but im trying...

(((Purplemoon))) Im so glad that you never had an accident due to it ...and i am praying that you never do...its terrifying isnt it? I didnt snap out of it until i realized i was skidding into another car....not pretty....

(((((Fuzzybear))))) thanks so much for your support

(((((Bipolar Bear))))) Yea, your right about the T, i need someone to help me through this, however i dont have one ....the first one quit on me after the third session, so....i dont know any others yet in this area...im still trying to look for one....

((((Silver queen)))) ive tried telling people im to scared....and they keep telling me that i just need to get back on the horse.....and i want to say....well would you get back on a horse...then go really fast....then have someone put a blindfold over your eyes? No? I think not....sigh....

and im not even really worried about myself....im more worried about everyone else....i dont want anyone at all to get hurt...not even to have bruise....and if something really really bad happens to someone else...i would never ever ever forgive myself...and what happens when i have children......i wish i was rich enough to have a driver......

thanks so much again everyone for all of your support...it means alot to me....