We decided to get another Pdoc seeing we had to get Obamacare, real insurance. I found one, and after 15 minutes of talking to him, I asked him what are his thoughts on DID. He laughed at me and said "you're not DID" after 15 minutes of meeting him!

I was crushed. Part of me wanted to cry and part of me wanted to rage. Others were like "what a jerk!".

We were so done with him after a few more office visits because I obviously wasn't getting any help there. So I went back to my old NP for med management only to discover she quit and I got a new Pdoc. I've only met her once but spilled my guts and she intently listened. I can't wait for the next appointment to see what she thinks. I'll know what I'm doing after that....the search goes on. I'm just never going to stop looking till I find the one.

But I can get what it means to be denied and frustrated and then all the feelings that bubble up afterwards. I have dissociative difficulties, I don't care what they call it. I'll take a root canal if that fixes it. I hope that you get the help you need.