Wow Capriciousness, I can really relate to you right now. I remember the times of escaping in my room/apartment with no concern of my interactions... but it was an extremely lonely time for me, and I'm sure it was for you too. Just remember that people wanting to be around you is so valuable and any company when you are in this state is better than being alone constantly with your thoughts.

Hang in there. If you want to talk, we can talk. Take care!