For amuseable,

The power of either having a family vs. not having one is a clincher- for me, not having a husband, all someone has to do is say, yeah, I'm married- it feels like they've just shot me straight through my heart of hearts...Your T is probably a father figure to you, and you wish for more of his fatherly love- that's nothing to be ashamed of!! If you need to express this to your T, after all your T can be trusted with anything that's what T's are for...you might leave out certain details like the dream....I find movies help my overactive imagination for the time being until I get a family of my own.....any alternative outlets? Write us again we care, love, junerain