Hey everyone. I haven't been here for quite some time. So, today my sister tried cutting herself. I caught her before she could really do anything. I have a feeling that she knows I used to do it too, but she's never confronted me. Anyway, I've been clean for a long time but seeing her there with tears in her eyes and the blade in her hand just triggered me so much. I threw all of mine away but she got one from her razor. I pretended to throw it away but I kept it. I don't know why, I want to feel that stinging feeling again..