this problem never caused any problem for me so far, its just confusing me till now whenever I think about it.

I cant stop speaking/thinking inside my mind that few years ago I can no longer even know if what i'm saying really suffering from, love, hate...etc or just saying it as words like now.

It's like this exactly inside my mind now while writing this or almost any discussion in general;
- I'm sad and depressed and have other issues.

- oh really I don't have any problem what are you saying?

- what are you two talking about? why do you even talk like this?

- shut up you all

- *screams* leave me alone.