something that's become kind of a problem for me is that i'll think of what i'm about to do (i.e. "hey! in a few seconds i'm gonna open a new tab and go to a website to check something") but i'll completely forget what it was i was gonna do. i know i was about to do something but i have absolutely no idea what it was. my problem isn't with the memory loss, my problem is that i end up with an almost physical sensation in the front of my brain as though i can't continue to function until i remember what i forgot. it's very intrusive. i hate to admit this but i end up clawing at and hitting my forehead trying to get rid of it. most recent example is about ten minutes ago and it's still going strong. i can't do anything. i feel like i'm not allowed to do anything but sit here and my brain is telling me this, but i know that it wasn't an important thing so i don't get it.

sorry for this paragraph. it's probably hard to understand. i'm feeling trapped in my head so my communication skills might not be great. i don't know what kind of responses i'm looking for. this is partly just me venting but i guess if you have any information about what i could be experiencing or just have similar experiences it'd be cool if you said something. i can't find anything about this online. probably because i can't condense what i'm feeling into a google search.

note: i'm only 15 so it isn't an aging thing