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Old Jul 11, 2015, 10:12 PM
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Originally Posted by Blues47 View Post
I attempted suicide 26 years ago and since then my life has been the sh**-show I was trying to avoid. Sometimes I find myself in crisis mode, sometimes not. Earlier this evening I was in crisis and wanted to be dead. I'm medicating with beer at the moment (which I guess is the answer to your question). I'd like the strength to kill myself between crises.
Alcohol is a good idea, I keep forgetting I have some. I don't want to use it though because it might make me sick on top of the meds. I save it for times of very bad anxiety. Oh well. Yes my life turned to crap too.