Lamictal doesn't make me feel numb (I don't think anything could make me feel numb. Lol!). But it makes me feel very flat. It's a very flat inducing medication. For me anyway. It's not bad. Just... flat. Like a wall flat. I don't know. Flat. But not really in a bad way. It's also very cold feeling. I don't know. It's a cold feeling medication too.

sidestepper - I have a thing about AP's too. Like I don't want to be on them. I don't like them at all. I don't like getting fat. I just don't like them.

loophole - AD's tend to manic me too, so I don't know what to do really. There's nothing less numbing than a AD in my opinion. Seroquel doesn't numb me, but I obviously don't like it, and don't recommend it. It makes my concentration and focus very bad. I guess I don't know what to suggest so this is pointless, but I hope your pdoc can recommend something that will work.