I think most of you know this.. but tomorrow I will be having a heart catherization done at 10 AM. I am not sure how things work afterwards..so I dont know if I will be on the computer much for a few days. I will try to keep in touch with my friends here at PC. And if they are kind enough let you know how things are going if I cant post.

I want to tell you that I hope to make it out of this ok. I hope they do find what is causing my chest pains and can do something about it. I hope to be back here and livin it up with you guys again . But if something wrong should happen. I want you to know that even in my darkest days I knew I could come here and count on you all for your love and support. I have felt truely blessed with many friendships . I dont know what I would have done without you guys ( and sometimes I didnt know what to do with ya either lol ~ but thats beside the point lol ) I am not a deeply religious person.. but I do believe in a higher power ( My God ) and that there hasnt been a day that I havent kept you in my prayers and thoughts be you friend or foe. I think we all need to know that we are loved and cared about. I might sound a bit two faced with that comment. But for awhile now... I have been a very tense and stressed out human being .. one who makes mistakes and am not as patient as I can be . So if I have been short tempered somehow with any of you .. I am truely sorry for my actions.

I guess this is a time of truth for me. I know its only a test. I guess I want to let you guys know how I feel about ya.

((((((((((((((((((EVERYONE)))))))))))))))))))) Thank you !

Hugz
Bethy