I used to be on 12 psych meds and now I'm only on 3 and feel way more sane and much more like a person.

My current/soon to be ex pdoc has been pushing for me to go on clozaril for like 7 months and now refuses to work with me because of my "noncompliance" by not wanting to go on clozaril. It's definitely supposed to be a last resort or at least used in really tough situations and he was recommending it for me when my meds were working and I was feeling better than I have for 3 years or more. He's a jerk and an idiot.