My parents got divorced when I was 10, I can't say I remember any of the 'happy' times, as I barely remember a life with the two of them together at all, after that it's was 5 years of a hellish divorce and custody battles, until Mom decided she'd rather hang out with her friends and their needles, so Dad was awarded full custody just as I (being female) needed a mom the most. My dad realized quickly he didn't have what it took to raise 3 children alone, and sent me to live with an Aunt while my two brothers, my best friends, stayed.

It's very weird to me to see my friends and their parents, how they have this bond that seems so cool, someone who understands completely and would never let you feel alone.
It doesn't make sense and it's not fair. We didn't choose to be put on this earth, we were brought here.

But whenever I think to myself
'I'm not here to be abandoned, I'm not here to worry about these two people who didn't worry about me'
I think maybe that they weren't put on this earth to be parents, they are not here to raise me. Just to give me life.
The rest is on me.

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