I get it. I think. I am anxious. I know this. But I've been told I 'look for reasons' to worry. Which, may be true. I've been to therapy and I can say that after every session I find myself asking why I'm going in the first place. What am I even crying about? But then I go home and get really sad, but I almost feel as if I'm putting myself there without any real reason. Yes I've had childhood trauma and it wasn't all sunshine and flowers, but I can't help but feel like I just want attention. But in private I will still get to really low points...it doesn't feel justified I guess. I don't know. I don't know how full of **** I am.

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