thought I would check in...
been eating 3 meals a day.....

I had a slip last night... I ate a loaf of bread, with 1/2 jar of unsugared peanut butter - during sleep,,, all night long..

uggggggggggggggggggg... my tummy hurts.........

and how many people would admit that???? the indignity of an ED. .........grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

soooo made me cry

cause no one would understand

the awlfulness of eating a peanut butter sand. half asleep...
or making one and not remembering it...

one after another after another after another

and there is and will never be anyone to hold my hand thru the pain.... I hate this ED........ make the pain go away....